If ever you want to clean your house - and I mean really clean your house - then put your house up for sale. For the last couple of weeks we have been thowing away, donating, moving things to storage, scrubbing, painting, vacuuming, Magic Eraser-ing, and staging our house in order to get ready to put it on the market. Well, today is that day. We are officially MLS # 11-668 . The weight of putting our house up for sale in this market, is daunting. But for me, a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders just by having that sign in our yard. That means the major cleaning has been finished, all of the numbers have been run, we've met with our realtor and it is officially up for sale. It is what it is. That is until someone decides to put in an offer and we have to start negotiations (which we're anticipating). It's just a waiting game now. We hope that we won't be waiting too long, but the market has thown this house-selling-thing for a loop.
Throughout our married life we have learned what it is to trust God. First, just by being in the military. We move regularly, as you know. Setting up a move, traveling there, finding a new place to live, finding new friends and church, all takes a lot of faith in Him. Deciding to get pregnant again after losing Brady took a huge amount of faith in His plan, not only for our lives, but for our unborn childs' life. Then in buying our first house and enduring three deployements. Having a baby without Shawn here took a lot of trust on my part. And while we have seen His hands work in all of these major events in our lives, we know He's in the small day to day details also.
Our pastor has spoken many times about managing the outcomes of our lives. We can try to manipulate the outcome of all the events in our lives, but that will only drive us crazy. Only HE knows the way things are going to work out. And with that, we have abandoned the selling of our house and left it in His hands. That's all we know to do. We know we will still stress and worry about it. But we are fully placing our trust in His plan for us and for the sale of our house. Whether that means we sell it (and that's our prayer!) or whether that means we keep this house and come back to it when that time comes. It's in His hands!
Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future."
Philippians 4:6 "Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situtation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgivng, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."